don't get me wrong...

..i love this time of year but, i am a little nervous...
for when the snow begins to fall and sweaters, gloves, and scarfs become (pretty much) perminate.

for some reason every year at that time i get really unhappy.
and this week has been like that.
i don't like it.

things just don't fit and everything i do seems like an obstacle course.
i hope this isnt preping me for winter...because frankly...

i'm not ready.