The End of the Summer........ Shitty......

 

                            in more ways then one....

Love

"Love..Love is a many splendid thing..Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!"

                                      "Please don't start that again.."(Moulin Rouge)

 

"No sooner met but they looked;
No sooner looked but they loved;
No sooner loved but they sighed;
No sooner sighed but they asked one another the reason;
No sooner knew the reason but they sought the remedy."(Shakespeare)

Love..is very important..but it is the most fragile and gentle thing in the world...it is very ...almost sacred thing.  If you have it, it can be the most amazing thing in the world. Although it is these wonderful things it confuses me....someone please...

.................................................................Explain?.................................................................

i don't want to loose you...

your my best friend and we've been through alot...please promise me that you'll always be there... promise me you'll always tell me things...
 
and we'll always have those "secret things" just between us where we know exactly what the other one is thinking..
 
I love you soo much and don't know what i would do without you..
 
now i don't want to sound stupid...or like a drama queen trying to get all the attention..
but i just want you to know i care about you and i don't know what i would do without you..
 
your the best your stunningly beautiful, funny, awesome to talk to and i love you more then ne thing your like my sister muah**
 
**DON'T ever leave!**

i can't deal...

he wrote back with harsh words...
Goodbye Katie.

that hurts, i don't want to be a drama queen
but that cuts right through my heart..

he's my best friend.
he can't be gone completly...can he?

you know people always say be honest and things will turn out alright and everybody will HONESTLY really be happy in the end...

but from my experience that doesn't work.
everytime in my life lately that i've been honest it got screwed up.
now maybe i'm too honest or people can't take the truth but seriously
WHAT AM I DOING WORNG!!!...i can't take this ne more..
i don't want to be here ne more..

I can't deal...