better off friends

i thought i wanted him..
but now i relize were better off friend.
i think we should have stayed that way..
becuz i am afraid i mest up a perfect relationship..
i wish feelings didn't have to get in the way..

.......sometimes i wish i could turn back the hands of time...
but its not good to live in the past right?

move on everybody says...
well i just don't know if there correct.

i thought i wanted him gone....

i thouhgt i wanted him gone but i really don't i want to be his friend again....like we used to be i don't understand myself ne more i am so confused..y do things change...?? i wish they didn't change i ahev made so many mistakes in my life....GOD! i wish all my problems would just go away!!

he's gone...

he's gone completly..
i am soo happy to get him out of my life...i don't need that he's dumb...
he's awful to me i don't know y i never saw it before everyone around me relized it...but i guess that my "friend" was right Love is blind...it can make u think things you would never think and do things you would never do...or say things you would never say...although it is the best feeling in the whole world...i've moved on found someone better to start over with...

I love him....

He's a drmr i've always wanted to date a guy the played a hott instrument like the drums..
its so kool...he so hott!!...he so amazing..he so nice and friendly..and my family loves him....
I cant believe how lucky i am...to have him...becuz not only is there...and possible bf,gf relationship were best friends and i could tell him ne thing...He loves me back which makes it really...good...most of my friends really like him....He's great he's my everything!!!

Blink and no doubt...

OMG!! they were amazing...i want to be them there soo kool!! i wish i could have there life...just sing all the time thats my dream thats what i want....omg! so amazing i wish u could have been there u would died when u heard the drmr he was amazing..hehe..ne way..i love them and her i want her to be my friend...lol (heath)...

confused

I don't know what to do my life doesn't make sense it really confuses me...
Its not supposed to be like this...
What should i do...
I don't know what to say...and i am very upset..
Those two boys mean so much to me...but i really want something...more..
He hurt me so..i am trying to find someone new..

I've found him though...he's a nice boy he listens...he loves my family...
OmG!..."Whats ur name my names phil...thats a very pretty name bernadette"..
it was the cutest thing in the world...and i can picture my self with him....I want there to be something between us...and i don't want the other him..

but...all the talks, walks, thanksgiving, camping, concerts..what am i supposed to do with that just throw it away...

i dn.......................
confused...