Livin' it up..

I don't regret whats to come.
yes, it isn't what i wanted to hear but..
i have a plan.

I would do it again, period.

and..i'm pretty sure he would too.

so why don't we?

as far as i know i'm the only one

and if i'm not..oh well,

but i don't wanna hear about it.

from what i hear he doesn't do this with everyone.

but i would most definatley do it again.

it doesn't need a title.

i'm just gonna go with the flow,

and live it up.

Regrets.

I hate regrets.
I try not to regret.
and i don't regret what happened...
but,

i have a feeling..

..i am going to regret..

..whats to come.

We weave our own web.

When everything in my life is good, thats when I wait for the bad to come.
I'm a bit of pessimist, and I hate it.
so my goal was to become a "glass is half full" type of girl..
and I try to do that but...then something happens..
like right now.
everything was great and then this happened.
I have done alot for you, no mattter what you may think.
I don't think its fair that this has happened.
why would you throw it away.

but if thats how its going to be, thats how its going to be.
i supposed we weave are own web.
no one ever knows whats going on in someone else's head.

nor would we want too.

My favorite word...

Infatuation:

a foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.

Forget I ever said that. I'm not going to say anything to you. I never needed to talk to you about anything. It's not worth it. I won't get anywhere.

a little bit stubborn and close minded about this.

Not any more.

I won't do it anymore...they don't seem intrested so i will keep it to myself.
..feel free to tell me all you want, but i am keeping my mouth shut.
Its pointless, maybe i should just move on, but that would cause to much drama, which i don't want thats something i am trying to avoid...so i will share anything and everything you want to know but i won't tell you anything on my own anymore...

..its a waste of energy.

This is quite unfortunate.

I've developed writers block.
nothing to write about.

:) i hope soon something will spark my attention to wrtie about.