the leaves are changing and so is everything around them...

things around me are changing and for the first time in my life
i am actually coming to terms with it and accepting it.
maybe thats part of a change in me
because if anyone knows me they know i dont like change, i mean who does?
but right now in my life there are a lot of changes occuring and i am
coping, ((to face and deal with responsibilities, problems, or difficulties, esp. successfully or in a calm or adequate manner.))

Just Breathe.
Things are falling into place,
FINALLYYY!!!

Breathtaking.

Its a great feeling.
That infatuated, breathtaking feeling.
Its that feeling when someone looks into yours eyes,
and you honestly cannot catch your breath.

i love the way he looks at me, and i love the way he smiles at me or gives a little wink.
i love it.
i love this.

and i honestly just can't stop smiling.

September 11th

I just wanted to take a second

to remember.

You and Me.

I love how happy we are...
and in the words of gavin

"Oh this is the start of something good,

don't you agree? I havent felt like this in so many

moons, you know what i mean?"

oh mr.carey you got what

i need.

The Ending of Summer...

has prompted me to write again, its been a while since i've last written. nows the perfect time for me to write again because there's a lot thats been on my mind. i have had a good summer but at the same time a stressful one. i'm sure for any senior in high school there summer has been equally as stressful. thinkin of colleges, good grades for this year (bringing up that GPA), but also at the same time thinking of how much fun this year will be with parties, prom, last high school football games and dances, and basically "the lasts" of everything in high school. which brings me to my next thought the ending and "lasts" of high school. am i ready? am i ready to leave everything i am comfortable with and everything that i have known for the past 4 years, all the people i have become comfortable around disappearing and then entering into a new world all on my own as an "adult", supposedly able to make my own, smart decisions. it a lot to take in and a lot to actually understand. but a few things i have to keep running through my head are i will never actaully be alone and i wont lose everything. another thing is i know to always remember where i came from because in the end that is what is going to be most important. stress comes with the end of the summer. but so does SENOIR YEAR! class of 07' here it comes :)

Take me back...

I wanna go back...

I've done my time, take me back to the perla.

Taking a break.